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Huey Tsai
05 June 2020 @ 03:26 pm

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Huey Tsai
23 October 2016 @ 03:45 am
Hey there.

Not really sure as to who will be reading this when I do post this but, hi!

There's just a lot of thoughts running through my head and I thought of just popping back in here to try to relieve some of it.

Hmm, let's see.

It's been more than a year since I've started working. That's a good thing right? I haven't switched companies and I think I am happy here. Emphasizing on the 'I think' part. I guess I'm still that type of person to go along with whatever I can get a hold of. I'm not unhappy here, but neither do I feel fullfilled. Not sure if that's just some kind of unreachable dream or goal but yeah, I feel like I'll be bored of this soon.

I do get along with people. But I guess, I don't know how to keep friends. Haha, I haven't really spoken or hung out that much with my college friends. I'm shy to reach out? I fel like people outside would judge me that's why I only tend to keep friends around when it's seemingly apt for the environment or disposition I am in right now.

Ahhh. This does help a bit. Maybe I should do this more often again.

Hoping to write again soon.
 
 
Huey Tsai
30 August 2015 @ 02:06 pm
"Stop being an adult."
"Stop adult-ing."
"Let's go out. Don't be such an adult."


I've been getting one too many "adult-ing" text messages from a few of my friends. It doesn't really irk me but then again it gives me mixed feelings. I mean I recently just graduated from university and it just makes sense that after 2 months or so, I'll probably be working...or just searching for a job. Isn't that just normal? To work after graduation?

I mean wasn't that point of us all trying to go through and survive university? To get a job. To work or butts off. To do something...more like an adult?

Right?

Maybe?

I'm not really sure but it seems like that's what everyone is doing anyway.

I can't really say that everything happening to me now is what is making me happy but yeah, I hope I just find out soon and not realize in the middle of all of this that this isn't something I wanted in the first place.





Well that escalated quickly.
 
 
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Huey Tsai
06 November 2014 @ 04:00 pm
 Hey guys!

I know I've been quite out of the fandom loop lately but yeah, I've got some personal problems that I had to deal with, but yeah, though that part of my life hasn't been quite resolved, I'd like to say I'm back?

I am graduating from university soon and I am seriously anxious about it. I've been going through a lot of things lately, and brain just think things I wish I never thought of but I can't help it. My own thoughts are what's f***ing with me and it just completely destroyed me. No, I haven't been able to completely pick myself up but I'm trying.

With that, it was suggested to me that I should do the things I loved before everything happened, to keep myself busy with things I am enjoying and maybe, just maybe, writing journal entries and keeping myself updated with fandom will help me. Anyway, I hope I'll be able to post more stuff soon!

I know I keep on saying that I'm back and never update but yeah, I hope I'll find the extra motivation to do this every month or even every week.

So...what's been happening in the fandom lately?

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Huey Tsai
For some reason, as my college graduation is nearing, I've been bothered with a lot of thoughts. They could be categorised as depressing, but I'd like to think otherwise, but yes, my thoughts are still quite...on the worrisome side? I don't know.

I'm already turning 21 this year and will be graduating next year, March. I am not a very active person in school. I feel like a lot of things haven't made an impact or made me interested in them to the point that I'd devote my time doing it and so on. I haven't been active in the organisations I joined, (I joined because I thought I would enjoy it). I feel lost, basically.

I've always grown up being told that I would end up running my parents' business because apparently my older brother already knew what he wanted to do (become a doctor) and it was in a completely different field. I ended up having to meet my parents' expectations.

Don't get me wrong, its not like I hate my major (Management) but then again, I don't think it would be something that I'd wanna do for the rest of my life. I vaguely remember wanting to become an architect or an interior designer when I was younger but I guess I ended up on the other side.

On top of that, my mom wants me to take up law after college. I enjoyed a law subject I had in my college sophomore year but again, I'm not sure I wanted to do it in the future.

I feel like I just need to get out of all my parents' influences and all these things that stray me away from my own choices. I feel like all my choices were just decided and heavily influenced by my mom and dad. I really don't know.

I've already encountered a lot of hardships and obstacles that already made me feel like this course is not meant for me.

It is just so hard, feeling all this pressure in one go since I haven't really thought hard about these things.

One more year to really find out what I want? But then again, it might probably be too late. I wouldn't be able to get out of the pressure and the influences my parents have built around me anyway.

I just hope that right after graduation, I'd have time for myself before my parents sends me off to law school.
 
 
Huey Tsai
NIX!
Happy happy 20th birthday to you! :) We're the same age now, we're both old now. We're not teenagers anymore. That sucks. But age is just a number! We're still young...sa isip natin. Isip-bata tayong dalawa. Haha. Damayan lang to, tehgurl.

You know what? You always make me cry on my birthday, seriously. Well, maybe not ALWAYS, but most of the time. And I hate that. Masakit sa heart. Ayokong umiyak. Pero dahil mahal kita, ok lang din sa akin umiyak. Kahit humagulgol ako. Oks lang. Kahit ano para sayo. Haha! Medyo kadiring isipin na we've been friends since kinder and di pa tayo nagsasawaan sa isa't-isa. We've been together for so long na siguro kung lalaki't babae tayo, may anak na tayo. And matagal na tayong nagpakasal. Time flies talaga. Parang kailan lang high school pa lang tayo, having lunch, making chismis and all that. Ngayon, third year na tayo. We'll be graduating soon and after, we'll be working na. But even after that, I'm pretty sure we'll stay bestfriends 'til "pigs rain down from heaven and lizards come shooting up from the ground".


It still amazes me how we're still best friends until now even though we're different from each other, yes I know we have things in common but other than that...sobrang iba lang. Sobrang extrovert mo, medyo introvert ako. Mahilig ka sa orgs, ako hindi. Magaling ka mag-photoshop, ako hindi. Magaling ka sumayaw, kumanta, mag-act, ako hindi. Maganda ka. Sexy ka. Matalino ka. Lahat na, na sayo. (cue the most annoying song: Nasayo Na Ang Lahat ni Daniel Padilla, oo, kailangan mong iimagine yang kantang yan. Ganun talaga.)


I know we barely spend time with each other but always know that I'll always be here for you no matter what happens. Pwede mo akong tawagan kahit anong oras and sasagutin ko siya as much as possible, maliban na lang kung nasa CR ako. (mental image, yes.) Kahit wee hours in the morning ka na tumawag, I'll be there for you! Alam mo namang nocturnal ako e. :)


Aaminin ko, hindi ako masyadong mahilig mag-plan ng surprises involving a lot of people. I know na I don't really do much pag birthday mo, yung mga katulad ng ginagawa ng iba mong friends and I know a part of you gets disappointed in me. I'm really sorry, lagi akong nagiguilty. :( Pero kahit kulang ako sa pang-masa na creative efforts, nothing will change between us. Hindi na-eencapsulate ng mga 'surprises' ang pagmamahal ko sayo. The bond we have surpasses that pa, to the point where a simple greeting is enough na (kasi you made me cry ulit dahil lang sa message mo nung birthday ko.). Kung hindi mo pa nahahalata, mas ma-letter akong tao and mas ma-personal.

What we have is unbreakable and it will last forever. I'm sure of it.

I shall quote you again, I love you and that's all you need to know.

Happy 20th, Nix! :)



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Huey Tsai
08 December 2012 @ 08:54 pm

HI GUYS! \o/

Siguro, mawiwindang kayo dahil sa tagal kong nawala, bigla na lang akong susulpot ulit at magpopost ng bagong entry sa ibang wika! Teka lang muna't magpapaliwanag muna ako bago kayo tuluyang mawalan ng gana sa pagbasa nito. Kami ay inatasang gumawa ng isang blog post tungkol sa mga bagay bagay na natalakay namin sa klase, at ito na yung proyekto na kailangan naming kumpletuhin! Alam ko na pangunahing layunin ng biglaan kong pagbalik proyektong ito pero alalahanin niyo sana na totoo naman ang mga saloobin at kaisipin na mababahagi ko dito sa post na ito! Huwag naman din kayo mag-alala dahil gagawa din ako ng panibagong post kasunod nito na isang direktang pagsasalin ng mga sasabihin ko dito para din mas maiintindihan ng iba kong mga kaibigan dito na hindi makaunawa nito at gustong unawain ang mga sasabihin ko.

O, ano pa nga ba ang gagawin ko kundi simulan na ang tunay kong layunin sa araw na ito! :)

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Huey Tsai
12 March 2011 @ 03:01 am

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